God is God

"God in my living. There in my breathing. God in my waking. God in my sleeping. God in my resting. There in my working. God in my thinking. God in my speaking...God in my hoping. There in my dreaming. God in my watching. God in my waiting. God in my laughing. There in my weeping. God in my hurting. God in my healing...Christ in me. Christ in me. Christ in me the hope of glory. You are everything..." - Tim Hughes

These past 5 months and some odd days in Seoul have been intense. Full of highs and lows, it has been simultaneously emotionally charging and draining. No week has been the same. Aside from volunteering at Hanaro and Dunamis, and serving alongside Steff, my schedule has been madly variable. God has given and taken tutor clients and hakwon jobs. God has housed me from Daechi to Amsa with a little bit of Silim spread in between. When reality started gaining ground on my dreams, God refueled me through a visit to Seoul Asan Hospital.

"Heal my heart and make it clean. Open up my eyes to the things unseen. Show me how to love like You have loved me. Break my heart for what breaks Yours. Everything I am for Your Kingdom's cause. As I walk from earth into eternity." - Hillsong United

Praise God for giving me His Spirit, so that I can actually see ~ and I see Him in everything ~ and I have to say, His timing is Holy.
Just recently, God delivered the most significant gift and responsibility to steward thus far in my lifetime. I was just standing there, just doing my thing so I wasn't even sure if it was for me. But, He told me it was and I signed. So now I am the steward of this gift and responsibility.
I know what I can handle. For the most part, I can breathe, eat, go to the bathroom, and sleep on my own. When I feel adventurous I even try running and studying on my own too. However, this present and responsibility is not something I can do alone. This isn't even something my Mom and Dad can help me with. This gift is a gift from God. God is the gift's creator and because only God truly understands this gift inside and out, only God alone can enable me to properly care for this gift. So I pray and seek Him in earnest to empower me with his Spirit, so that I can adore, cherish, and love this gift until I pass from this life into Eternity.

"O God you are my God, earnestly I seek you; my soul thirsts for you, my body longs for you, in a dry and weary land where there is no water." - King David